I love you, I’m sorry

By LADY FRITZ LITANG

This might be the first time you’ll hear this so listen to what I have to say.

You were the man I envision to spend my future with. The person I look forward to spending my every waking moment. The guy I wanted my kids to call their father. The husband who drives our family to church every Sunday. The adventure buddy I could only dream of bungee jumping with. The one whose arms I expect to comfort me every night when I sleep. That one human being I can laugh and cry with until our hairs turn gray.

Were.

Things changed.

Perhaps I loved you way too much. That’s what happened.

I hate to admit how I lost myself in the process of loving you. And the sad part was, I was willing to.

Was.

Things changed.

You gave me time to change my mind. And I did.

Trust me when I say there’s no one else yet, other than you, whom I’m willing to say ‘yes’ to. So regardless if I haven’t said those words after all those ups and downs we’ve been together, you meant more than the world to me.

You still do.

Just that, I decided to love myself more.

Perhaps I am selfish. Perhaps I’m thinking way ahead.

But I am not happy anymore. Neither are you. And I can feel that.

So I love you. That’s the first and last time I’ll ever tell you that.

I am sorry.


AUTHOR’S BIO

picsart_10-25-11-1625524665.pngLady Fritz Litang is a writer stuck in the body of someone who helps save people’s lives. Read her previous work here. You may also check Fritz’s other works at http://www.missladyfritz.wordpress.com

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